Back at work today after a week’s
leave. We enjoyed a family holiday break in Penang (4 days) and Fraser Hill (1
night). The sojourn in Penang was for the purpose of finding suitable
accommodation for our August arrival in the “Pearl of the Orient” and the
location for my new work contract. Secured a very pleasant 3 bedroom apartment
in a new condominium and met the outgoing Director of Tenby
Schools Penang, Mr. Phillip, who interviewed me last month and offered me the post of
Head of Primary International Section, Penang. (I think I will call myself the Head of
the Primary International School though).
View from our apartment-to-be, 7th floor / Unit 7, Surin, Penang |
A return to school leadership... I
am excited and a little apprehensive, mindful of the unhappy circumstances
surrounding my departure from Bangkok in October 2011, and the emotional assault
on my memories and general well-being. Not to mention the marital stress at
that time. But I sense and hope for a closing of this process of catharsis that
has seen me return to Malaysia, working here in Johor Bahru as an Advisor,
learning a few new skills and preparing me both mentally and practically with
what tools I may need in a new school leadership position. I pray and hope that
all will be well at Tenby Penang, and that I will be able to move the Primary
International Section forward, and lay to rest any ambivalences that lie
lurking at the depths of my soul.
I am looking forward to putting
into practice myself some of the pedagogical principles and strategies I have
been encouraging the Malaysian teachers here in Johor to implement. I sense it
will go some way to changing the way I have traditionally taught. Change can be
uncomfortable and challenging, but I feel I must grow with this new opportunity.
Spent some time this morning with
my daughter... How lovely she is; how she seeks connection and engagement, play
and interaction. We played our balloon game, ate sliced mango together, and
discussed the need to paint parts of the 'space rocket' before assembling it
together with glue!
What matters is that I can enjoy
my children’s company while they are children, that I can be a worthy father
and husband. That I can hold it all together for most of the time. The Corpus Christi celebration in church
yesterday left me feeling quite shallow. The array of male church leaders – priests,
assistant priests, deacons and a bishop behind the altar – brought back old
questions of why the Catholic Church is so male-centred. Is this what God
decrees? Is this part of the natural order? How does this resonate with the
revolutionary message of Jesus Christ? For me, it seems not to resonate very
well at all; and with all those robes and pomp and display, it seems to be a
million miles away from what He Who was slain on a cross might have wanted, I
feel…
It matters that we remain optimistic
and strive a for a better world, that we use our intellect, our facilities and
bodies for good and not for non-goods and evil. How easy at times to drift into
apathy, laziness and a weariness for life’s joyous struggles!
The one night at Fraser Hill was
memorable for the meal at Scott’s
Restaurant and the short visit to Ye
Olde Smokehouse. Ah the Fuller’s English Ale at Scott’s was indeed a joy to
imbibe and to wallow in reminiscences of Sunday afternoon drinks on walks in Cambridgeshire,
ending at fine taverns.